It’s taken me nearly two years….but first time swimming since top surgery :)
Painless ways to kill yourself.
i. There is no painless way to kill yourself, someone, somewhere, will feel the pain.
ii. The internet says, “sleeping pills, you will fall asleep and never wake up! You won’t feel a thing!” When that is a lie, your stomach will turn to fire and your throat will fill with the taste of your own stomach acid. You will drown in your own spit. That isn’t even the worst party, it’s when your mother comes home from work. She will walk through the door, and call out your name. She will call and call and there will be no response, maybe you’re in the shower? Maybe you’re asleep? She will walk up the stairs, knock on your door to receive no answer. When she walks in she will see the lifeless body of her baby girl, lying on the floor. Her heart will stop but she will run to you with shaky knees, touching your face that is now still and cold. Her body will be on fire, and her throat will begin to tighten, the sharp pains in her chest will feel like knives in the heart. That image will kill her more than her own death, it will haunt her living years each night. She will no longer be alive, but just as dead as you are now.
iii. Years ago, your father showed you the gun safe he kept in the house in case of emergencies, you knew the pass code, you knew how to shoot and loud, at least you had an idea. They say a bullet to the brain will do the job.. So one night, when your father is fast asleep, you will be down the hallway staring down the mouth of a gun.
One, two, three..
Your father’s heart will jump and his body will follow, the first thing he thinks of is you. He will scream your name and run down the hallway and bang on your door. It’s locked. His knees begin to feel weak as he bruises his body trying to knock down the door, the first sight he see’s in blood splattered on the wall. At that moment his breath began to stop, and his eyes wandered to yours. Still open, but no more life inside your shell. He will drop to his hands and knees and scream why, why, why. There will never be a day he won’t hate himself, for keeping a gun in the house, for not making you happy, for not knowing. He will live a life without a son, live a life with an empty space. Live a life of hurt, and hatred for himself.
iv. You may think that when you’re dead and gone you will not be hurting anyone. You may think when you slide a blade across your wrist, you’re only hurting yourself. Yet I have learned that is not true, it’s not. The person who will find your body, the one who see’s the cuts, their chest will feel tight and they will feel like it was their fault for letting it get this far. The only mark you will be leaving on them is pain, hurt, and the question why? So please note this, there is pain in every suicide attempt, every death, every cut. You are not only hurting your life, but others too. Because you are cared for.
HEY! Did you cry during one or both of the Captain America movies? Does the nickname “Bucky” no longer sound even a little weird to you? Are you a fanartist?
SIGN-UPS ARE NOW OPEN to do art for BROOKLYN, a Steve Rogers/Bucky Barnes fanzine!
To sign up to draw something for the zine, please send me (Aimee/brofisting) an e-mail at firstname.lastname@example.org with the following information:
- YOUR NAME
- YOUR TUMBLR
- WHETHER YOU’RE DOING AN ILLUSTRATION OR A COMIC
- HOW MANY PAGES YOU NEED
- WHAT YOU THINK YOU MIGHT DRAW
You may request a maximum of 2 PAGES. Each individual page will be 5.5”x8.5”. If you’d like to do one large 11”x8.5” piece, please make sure to ask for 2 pages as a spread. Your final artwork is needs to be 300DPI with a 1/4” bleed, in TIFF or JPEG format. SIGN-UPS CLOSE JULY 19TH. ALL ART IS DUE AUGUST 9TH.
(Questions? Shoot me an ask message!)
Last time I’m gonna promo this, because today is the LAST DAY TO SIGN-UP, YOU HAVE ~10 HOURS!
les triplettes de belleville came on my ipod early today and i remembered how in the movie there were cyclists for the tour de france in it, so i had the sudden urge to draw a couple of yowapeda babies in the movies style. i failed miserably but it was good practice uvu
onoda looks like he belongs in the 1977 hobbit movie im laughing so fucking hard
augh my heart and soul to see yowapeda characters in sylvain chomet’s style
pubic hair lightener and dye exists
if you were wondering
I sure wasn’t.
So your pubes can be a main anime character too
now the carpet can match the drapes
Don’t be acting like you don’t want blue pubes
RAINBOW PUBES HERE I COME
Now all your wishes can come true
This is my kitty cat, Pumpkin. As you can see, there’s something that’s wrong with his eye! He’ll need to get it removed, as it’s very very painful for him.
The procedure is 3000$.
The issue? My mother doesn’t have a job, and I don’t have a car or a license to get one myself. She’s searching now, but even if she finds one, there’s not going to be any chance we can raise the money for him ourselves.
If we can’t raise enough money for him, we’ll have to put him down. I love Pumpkin so much, and I’d hate for him to have to be put asleep.
On my blog is a donate button. You don’t have to donate to reblog, but please please please try to get the word out! I need enough money by the end of summer or else we won’t have any option other than to put him to sleep. ;n;
I don’t have much to offer, but I would be absolutely greatful if you could help me out. If you have any questions or concerns, my skype account is alsciaukat31, and I’m available most of the time.
Arturo is a 29-year-old male polar bear currently living in Argentina’s Mendoza Zoo. He is suffering in 40C (104F) heat in an enclosure that has just 20 inches of water for him to swim in and has as a consequence been displaying worrying behavior.
Please sign this petition or at least spread the word in order to have Arturo transferred to a zoo in Canada which has better facilities for an animal that is used to polar conditions.